She only sleeps when it's raining.
Jul. 26th, 2006 01:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dejanaI am so tired of this weird heart crap. Sometimes it's weak and flaky and hiccups and skips beats, and sometimes it beats so strongly I can see my chest shake. I'm sick of the lightheadedness and the not-right feeling. I'm sick of wondering if I'm going to just suddenly drop dead... if I'll be sitting around someday and all of a sudden there'll be all this pain and it'll be too late...
After Otakon I'll probably get another appointment to see the doctor, and if she still doesn't find anything wrong I'll see someone else. This may indeed be no big deal but it wasn't happening six months ago and I want it to stop.
And now for something completely different...
You know what's sad? Lately I've started to feel a touch of envy toward sitcom characters. Not because I want the friends or family or world that they have, but because their lives are less complicated than life on the internet.
Seriously. Sometimes I listen to people talking about their family woes and their friendship dramas and I think, "It must be nice to have such a simple little circle..."
After Otakon I'll probably get another appointment to see the doctor, and if she still doesn't find anything wrong I'll see someone else. This may indeed be no big deal but it wasn't happening six months ago and I want it to stop.
And now for something completely different...
You know what's sad? Lately I've started to feel a touch of envy toward sitcom characters. Not because I want the friends or family or world that they have, but because their lives are less complicated than life on the internet.
Seriously. Sometimes I listen to people talking about their family woes and their friendship dramas and I think, "It must be nice to have such a simple little circle..."
