Before I sputter out.
Mar. 14th, 2006 02:56 amI think...I'm getting tired of being creative.
It seems I'm always doing some hobby where I have to think creatively and really focus on what I'm doing, and it's starting to feel exhausting. I don't like to just sit and be bored, but the minute whatever I'm doing starts to require some actual effort, BOOM, it's no longer fun and I don't want to do it anymore. Obviously, I've enjoyed projects that required effort in the past, but lately I just don't have the drive for anything to be fun despite the effort it takes. I think the issue might be that I'm just sick and tired of doing all this creative stuff. I don't want to think anymore.
This is a problem. Maybe I need to revert to watching TV and reading for a while.
It seems I'm always doing some hobby where I have to think creatively and really focus on what I'm doing, and it's starting to feel exhausting. I don't like to just sit and be bored, but the minute whatever I'm doing starts to require some actual effort, BOOM, it's no longer fun and I don't want to do it anymore. Obviously, I've enjoyed projects that required effort in the past, but lately I just don't have the drive for anything to be fun despite the effort it takes. I think the issue might be that I'm just sick and tired of doing all this creative stuff. I don't want to think anymore.
This is a problem. Maybe I need to revert to watching TV and reading for a while.