I'm sorry that your expectations were disappointed, darling. I feel for you on the presents issue, I didn't have the money to buy my family the presents they wanted, let alone send any Christmas cards to people. It really hurts when you can't give to the people you love. And I didn't feel very Christmassy because I only got home on 23rd December, so... Christmas spirit sort of passed me by.

*hugs*

Next year will be better, I know it.